Life Will Be Very Empty Without

Happy New Year 2012

2012-01-07T11:18:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!Yay! It's still not to late ait? Haven't update for quit some time. How have u been people? *hugs*It's another new chapter in life, and I'm turning 25 this year. *Grrrr* Erk? Anyway, let's flash back what had happened last year. Well, not exactly everything. Just a few updates of meself.*********************I'm legally married. Yippie! Hehe. Photo by Yes I Do I am now

Lagu Rindu - Richado feat Ridah

2011-10-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

Pre Wedding Video ( Justin & Ruthnetta )

2011-09-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

Something I'd love to share with y'all. And it's another few months to go. I know somehow it's still too early to do this, but come to think of it, last minute prep would be a disaster. Right? And since I'm in Tawau and I don't have much leave left, it's better if we do it earlier.I'm so freakin' excited. Pre-wed photoshoot done, pre-wed video done. JPN, Church. We still have lotsa things

Selamat Hari Raya!

2011-08-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

I'd like to Wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my Muslim friends out there. Have a blast day to ya'll. Berhati-hati di jalan raya ya, jangan drive laju sangat.Ingatlah orang yang tersayang.^_^

Dewa - Selimut Hati

2011-08-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

Just another love song. <3 Dewa

Where is FUN?

2011-07-30T15:32:00.002+08:00

Stuck in my banking world.Where are you mr.FUN?I miss you.Please be with me once a week.I am begging you.I'm also stuck in my online world.But mr.FUN was there with me.Exclude that.Movies. Karaoke. Home. = FUNYou = FUN.*Boring

Goodbye

2011-07-02T10:55:00.006+08:00

Goodbye? Like, really goodbye?One of the hardest things in life.I really wanna know why it's so easy for u to say goodbye?Why it's so easy for u to just let it go?And why do u have to be like this?It's funny when u actually have to do stupid things that u'll surely gonna regret someday.I am really sure u are gonna regret it!It's just so not u.U are old enough to do such a stupid decision.If u

"Till death do us apart"

2011-06-19T01:12:00.003+08:00

As if you are reading this, for me, marriage is a commitment. NOT A JOKE. I am not married yet. But you married people out there should know.No offense. I am sorry.In my opinion, once u get married, u should know ur responsibilities.Not joking around saying bullshit.I mean, like breaking up.Oh tell me how easy that is?If u feel like breaking up, why don't u just do it earlier?Why u have to wait

Transfer Transfer Transfer

2011-06-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

Semua orang sudah dapat transfer.Saya bila yah?*sigh*

Happy Birthday To You

2011-06-12T21:47:00.002+08:00

"Hari ini, hari yang kau tunggu. Bertambah satu tahun usia mu, bahagialah kamu."Happy birthday Ruth ;DI'm telling the world that today is my birthday.KONON. HAHA.Thank you Lord for the life you'd gave me.Thanks Mom and Dad.Thanks La Familia.It has been 24years.I'm glad coz I'm still alive.I can say, at the aged of 24, I've achieved 35% of my dreams.A good career, checked.A good husband, soon.A

Siou * Sorry * Maaf

2011-06-03T20:41:00.003+08:00

Maigot! Punya lama sa nda update. It's already June! And I'll be 24th this month ;PCeh. Promote lagi konon. Hehe.Well, as usual many things happened last month.Paling sa ingat sa nyanyi kuyak time Final Sugandoi di KDCA.It's a loooooooong story.Nda payah sa cakap nanti menyakitkan hati pihak-pihak lain.Biar itu kejadian jadi pengajaran untuk sa, kamu, dan korang.Seriously, sampai sa nda berani

Mayday!

2011-05-17T21:13:00.002+08:00

It's been a chaotic week for me. Lotsa things happen. And I've just lost my Grandpa last Wednesday. Unexpected!:((Aki, hope that you are ok up there.You will always be in our heart.We love you.Huh.I don't know what else to say.Don't worry, I'm ok.R.I.P AkiOh and dear new followers, thanx for following me.~xoxo~

Happy Mami Day

2011-05-08T09:28:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to my Mami.Sia nakal, kuat melawan, guntilon, sia sayang juga Mami sa bah.:)Mami sia kuat marah, paling manang kalau beteriak, paling manang la segala-gala.Tapi macam mana pun perangai dia, dia Mami sa juga.And I might someday gonna be like her.Bah suda nama dia Mami, mau jaga itu anak kan.Hehe. Without u Mami, I wouldn't be here.Thank U God.Thank u Mami.We Love You Mami :)Oh

Hello Ex!

2011-04-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

Heeyaaa! Haven't log in here for quite some time. Am just havin to much time in the bank and twitter! ;P I am seriously need to get a life. Going out, have fun. Too much lappy is no good. I wanna go shopping, karaoke-ing, perhaps dating? Missing my ex-boyfriend so the very much! Him beside me is like heaven ;) It's almost 2years, us being apart, long distance relationship. Gah! Feels like

Kau ka si kurus?

2011-03-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

Oh ya. Saya la tu.LOL!Tired of people calling me kurus.I tried. I really did.Teda effect ni walaupun makan banyak.But please,STOP calling me KURUS.=_='

Chris Medina - What Are Words

2011-03-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

True Love does exist.

P!nk - F**kin' Perfect

2011-03-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

Life has been really though, yet we're all fuc*in PERFECT.

Keyshia Cole - I Remember

2011-03-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Those were the days where I was in a very unstable mind.Losing control of everything ~ Love, Friendship.I somehow, wish it never happen, coz it has ruined me, u.. US.I wish I can turn back time.It still hurts you know. I still love the friendship we've built.I love how I treated u as a friend, even when i realize you've used me.You cheated on me."I remember when I walked out, I remember when I

Handphone oh Handphone!

2011-03-14T23:24:00.003+08:00

Sia punya fon rosak.Kesian suda rupa dia.Sudahlah free2 berenang dalam air,free2 lagi berlompatan di lantai.Sakit juga jiwa sia ingat pasal ni fon.Sudahlah rugi beli dua kali.Yang 1st kena curi oleh manusia yang entah mana otak dia.Ini 2nd macam kurang dari 1tahun hayat dia. LOL!I need a new phone ASAP.But i haven's decide yet.I was thinking of buying a Blackberry or iPhone.Mau juga minta puji

Another KK Trip

2011-03-02T20:37:00.003+08:00

Yeah. I'm goin back to KK again this weekend. Holiday? NO. Goin to attend FBO meeting with the bosses.Hopefully the meeting will be great, Kundasang mari!Friday and Saturday, then Sunday back to Tawau again.Penat I tell you!I've just got back from course in KL last week, then back from KK juga last Sunday.Terabang lagi akhu bisuk.Yeay juga la!Sebab dapat balik kampung jumpa mama.Ceh tipu! ;

Make Over - Me

2011-02-20T19:27:00.003+08:00

Decided to add some fake lashes on me. LOLOne of my colleague suddenly asked whether I'm interested or not, of course i do! Haha.After I saw my girlfriend's eyes on her E-Day, I want also.Cantik bah.Cantik bah kan? ;DMemang cantik, mau jaga pun cantikThe beautician cum person who made our eyes beautiful told us, 'tak boleh kena air'So how mau cuci muka? Pakai sponge.DUH!It's gonna be hard for me,

Happy Birthday Love.

2011-02-19T21:41:00.003+08:00

Before the day end, would love to wish a very Happy Birthday to my beloved Fiancee, Justin.He turns 3o today. Yay! ;DDon't worry Sayang, even when u turn 50 or 80, I still love you.God bless you in everything you do.Eventho I wasn't there to celebrate your birthday, but my prayers are with you.May you have a blessed day.I love you Sayang.Semoga panjang umur supaya kita boleh live happily ever

Menuju Puncak!

2011-02-19T11:05:00.003+08:00

Heeya peeps! I'd like to ask a favor from u guys to help Arie Famrie to be in the Top25. Well yes, I've nothing to do with him. It's a friend helping her friends. This guy is super talented. Have any of u went to watch last year's Sugandoi? He won the 1st prize cum the champion of 2010 Sugandoi State Comp. You should've watch him singing live.He's not just talented, but he's super friendly

blahh

2011-02-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired

I miss u guys

2011-01-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm alone. Super bored.And only God knows how bored I am.No transport, no nothing. Belum gaji jadi control sikit penggunaan duit.Tak boleh boros. Baik duduk diam di rumah, masak sendiri.Boring, but I still can save some $.Right? :)I was at home the whole day.Seriously. Only go out to pasar to buy some foods.The pasar dekat saja, jalan kaki 5minit if nda lenggang kangkung.The TV and the lappy

OFFday

2011-01-15T18:09:00.002+08:00

Best! But, kerja halfday.Kena buat sales, haven't achieve my personal target yet.Lucky I got 2, 1 more.Credit card. Anyone? :)Sorry for unable to update frequently.Was too busy. And too lazy.I just tweet. Too much.Lama nda rasa offday on weekends.Dengar-dengar, new staff is coming early Feb.She's gonna be posted to my department.FYI, I'm in Forex Booth.Saturday Sunday kerja.Harap-harap nda

MMXI!

2011-01-02T14:03:00.002+08:00

Dear beloved blogger-friends,I would love to wish a very Happy New Year 2011. May this year brings u more happiness in life.Remember all the great memories of twenty ten, erase the bitter one. Let's build a new life as a new chapter has just begun. I'm probably gonna end my bujang-hood life end of this year, if things work like what'd planned.God bless.Twenty-ten is like, a second ago. Lotsa

Have a Joyful Christmas Day

2010-12-18T20:17:00.003+08:00

Before this year ends, and before I forgot. I'd love to wish a very happy Merry Christmas to everyone. It has been a great year for me so far. Yalah, being away from family over a year, things happened. I still can survive. Homesick, so much! Nvm, I've earned may experience.Somehow, it's one of the saddest Christmas to one of my cousin. Hope she can deal with it. Let the soul rest in peace

Shopping is Therapy!

2010-12-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

I love shopping. Love it to the max. Ah, don't tell me u girls don't shop? ;PI'm a shoe lover. Heels. I cannot tahan when I'm in C&K or Vincci or Ninewest store.My heels are mostly from there. Geezz. Apalagi kalau time SALE. Hehe.It's a must to buy 1shoes per month, unless I'm outta budget or I don't love the design. Alasan.I do online shopping too. Bought my dresses from MyClosset once

Yes I Do.

2010-11-27T11:23:00.002+08:00

It has been 4months since my engagement with JB. And we're supposed to get married next year. WHAT? It's another 6months. Woohoo!Unfortunately, because of these long distance relationship, we might going to postponed it for another one year. God Bless.Talking about this marriage thingy, my colleague is getting engage next month. But hey, they've already have the wedding plans on mind.

Another 25 Days To Go!

2010-11-27T00:16:00.003+08:00

I guess u guys already know that I have been working nonstop for the past 2months. Joking? NOT.I have 7days leave left and 4days off-day. Gonna clear the 7days leave for Christmas. And that 4days, I don't know when should I take. Off course I'm gonna take it too, sayang ok kalau nda ambil. Unless, if the boss ask me to claim OT for the off-days. I'm ok with that, just don't disturb my

Quickie!

2010-11-23T13:32:00.002+08:00

Ok. Quick update only. Just wanna tell u guys i'm still alive. LOL.So many things happened, I just don't have time for blogging.Well, i'm just too lazy actualy. Haven't had enough rest.And Oh! Later I'll talk about MGEE nite okie?Till we meet again.Hug hugsss!

We're gonna miss u brother

2010-10-27T09:49:00.002+08:00

I am, still can't let him out of my mind.But that's how life is. People came and gone. Gone, really 'gone'. I just hope that dear cuzzy will be ok. God Bless.I think most of us know how does it feel, losing someone whom you really love. Someone who are supposed to be with you till the end of your life. Someone who shares everything with you. A parent for your child. I can't imagine that.Orang

God Bless you Ben

2010-10-26T07:58:00.000+08:00

Going back to KK for the 2nd time in less than 1week. Gonna pay my last respect to Banney. May your soul rest in peace Ben. I'm totally gonna miss your jokes, your smile. I just can't believe he's gone forever. The last time i saw him was over a month ago. I can still feel him around. Losing such a great person was such a sad event. Argh!Why God? Ah. I can't believe this!

Kucinta Kau Apa Adanya (Aku Mau)-Once Dewa

2010-10-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

Just another romantic song. I'm a fan! Dedicate this to my Fiancé. I love u just the way u are.

My not-so-gothic Face

2010-10-16T22:51:00.004+08:00

Well, I'm so bored. So I played with my baby. This year's annual dinner theme is Halloween, so I was thinking of being a Alice - Resident Evil (thanx TLF for the name - Khadie ;D) or a beautiful(perasan) barbie or gothic-rock like the My Immortal singer(takut salah eja, jasi tajuk lagu saja ok ;p). I decided to be the My Immortal singer. Ingin menjadi gothic-rock yang nda menjadi ;P. And..it

Hombo tutok nu? Hilo gakod?

2010-10-15T21:34:00.002+08:00

It's kinda hurt when some people don't respect u. Well, u are the senior, but look at u? How can u expect me to respect u back? Don't underestimate me. Just because I'm new, u are the senior, I'm still ur officer. Got that? Or should i tell the management about ur attitude? Ah. I guess i don't have to tell them, u are already well known as a lazybones. Sa ni pemalas, tapi ku punya malas

Kikuk Aweng Bebei Yenyen Gebe Banduk

2010-10-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

FYI, the tittle are the names of my beloved lil cousin and niece.I miss them. As much as I miss the kampung, the fiance, the room.*Crying*Luckily, the tight schedule makes me not to think about anything else except WORK WORK WORK! If not, I'll be crazy just thinking about home.OK. HOME SICK memang sudah ni.Another 2months to go til my Christmas leave.I just can't wait. *ah..super exhausted*I

Restless

2010-09-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

Been working like a mad women for 3weeks in a row. And, I finally got my off day.Seriously, I'd prefer to not getting any off day this month, coz off day means nothing without you love.I'm bored. Super bored to be exact.Since my colleague is expecting to give birth anytime this 2weeks, I can't go back to KK.So, I asked my fiancé to come to Tawau. He agreed. Yay!But the sad thing is, I'm on

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-11T17:26:00.002+08:00

Saya ingin mengucapkan selamat menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua dan maafkan segala salah silap andai kata saya pernah menyakiti hati kamu semua. Semoga kalian semua gembira menyambut raya tahun ini.Berhati-hati di jalan raya ya!~XOXO~

Eh!

2010-09-02T19:52:00.002+08:00

September sudah pula kan?Macam cepat saja masa berlalu. *memang pun*Tapi tidak juga pandai berisi badan saya ni.Harap-harap, raya nanti dapat makan sedap-sedap.Harap-harap mereka bawakan makanan untuk saya dekat office.Sebab saya kerja time raya nanti.Tiada cuti untukku.Christmas la baru cuti.OK? ^.^Hmm..

Home!!

2010-08-26T20:44:00.002+08:00

I'm now at Tawau Airport, waiting like a mad women..LOLSeriously, can't wait to fly~fly~fly~~~~~~~~Come fly with me, lets fly and fly awayyyySo, next plan.Going out with my fiance.Outing with the siblings, cousins, my niece Amber, Bebei..Ah alot!!It's probably my 2nd last trip, NO. Might be my last trip- back to KK.Bad news huh?Good news? I earn more lah.But sodih hatiku tau.Christmas pun belum

Counting 1#

2010-08-21T11:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah..I'm counting the day!Going back to KK next week.Feeling super excited!Ceh. Tiap bulan balik KK juga pun. LOL.But this time, different.Might be my last chance to have my off day, long off day.Coz next month saya punya colleague dijangka akan beranak.Jadi 2bulan teda off ging!The good news, I earn more $$ - of course la OTThe bad news, 2bulan la confirm teda off.Even worst, she's planing to

Missing the Chemps moment

2010-08-20T21:29:00.003+08:00

I've met a lot of friends thru blogging.A LOT!Like, Mandy, Cindy(Afad), Achai, Mark, Benny, Redge, Elaine, Luke, Azie, Memeng, Mae, Felix, Josie,Ani, Melle, Lester - which ended up being The Limadanglian. :)And of course Massy, Cindy, Emelda, Shemah, Ratu Syura, CheguC, PapaJ, Daniel(Mel), Elvie, etc..~jan keci hati sa nda mention nama kamu kio..:)Some bloggers I kenal suda, since they were my

It has been a year

2010-08-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st aniv to myself!I'm proud. Like, seriously.It's a good thing for someone like me, yang pemalas tahap gaban!Yeah, time flies soooooo the very fast.Sudah setahun rupanya saya berkerja.And the story goes like this ~Saw the vacancy on SabahJobHuntSent my application via email. I think it's on March or April 2009Few weeks later(like 1 or 2months juga la), I got a call from MBB. I remember

I miss....

2010-08-04T17:52:00.002+08:00

I miss home.So badly.And, I miss him.[like crazy]I wish they'll transfer me somewhere in KK.So that I have more time with my family and him.Just, somewhere near him.It's not that I can't live alone.But it's something that I dream of.Like, after a chaotic day in the office, I have someone to cheer me up when I'm home.Someone whom can make my day.I miss your 'sayur taiwan masak sos tiram' sayang.*

And..We're Engaged

2010-07-27T08:59:00.005+08:00

And yes, we're engaged! Finally after 7years.I'm happy, who doesn't right?It wasn't a perfect event, yet I'm thanking each and everyone of my family, friends, and those who came.Thanks la familia for your big help and support.Without you guys, the E-day is nothing.But I'm a bit disappointed because of some lakonan yang merosakkan suasana.It's supposed to be perfect, til they started the

I'm going home.

2010-07-20T07:18:00.002+08:00

I'll be going back to KK tonight.A lot of to-do-list.4 more days to go til the E-day.I just hope, everything will be alright.*Fingers crossed*Til the, see ya next post.XOXO

Happy 7th Years Sayang

2010-07-06T22:51:00.004+08:00

Happy 7th Anniversary JB.Like every year, I'll say,I'm blessed to have someone like u sayang.I love u.I love being with u.Through good and bad times, u were there for me.U've support me in everything I do.U accept me the way I do.U love me the way I love u.Ur the best thing I've ever have in my life.There's nothing else I can say.I just love u this much --->

Tagged 2#

2010-07-06T21:34:00.009+08:00

1. Snap the picture both inner and outer of the wallet.2. Introduce your wallet brand, price, where you buy3. Take out whatever inside your wallet (at least 5 pictures)4. Snap a picture of you with your wallet.5. Tag 5 person.number 1: Snap the picture both inner and outer of the wallet.InnerOuter*ps: i've just changed my wallet..number 2: Introduce your wallet brand, price, where you

Tagged 1#

2010-07-06T20:10:00.003+08:00

(Ucap terima kasih & letakkan link orang yang memberi award ini.) Kotohuadan Thank u Terima kasih to Serra for tagging me. *Offday besok so ada la kunun masa* (Nyatakan 7 perkara tentang diri anda.) Well, I’m about to tell you 7 things that you may NEVER know about me.. And here it goes: 1. I've been with this guy since 7years ago --> J.B 2. I have scars all over my kaki and tangan

Hello July!

2010-07-02T10:43:00.003+08:00

Time flies so fast huh? It's July already. I love July. Because it's the month where two hearts become one. LOLExactly! I'm talking about me and JB.Anniversary in few more days. This month is gonna be a month we've been waiting for.Soon, I'm not going to introduce him as a boyfriend anymore.He's gonna be my fiance. After 7th Years.Finally.Haha. Can't wait to go home. I miss u JB.I miss u La

Boring.

2010-06-23T08:03:00.002+08:00

Forgot to bring my broadband. So here I am, online in the office. These few days was a very boring day.Yalah, since my BB is at kampong, I didn't online after working hours.Ndada internet ku di rumah kan.Furthermore, I don't have much/many works in the office.By the time being lah.Hujung minggu & bulan terkapai-kapai buat report.LOL.Sudahlah the 'in-law' balik kampung since 3weeks ago.Nah

Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla

2010-06-18T11:41:00.002+08:00

I laughed reading 'it's' post.Maybe, that person need to change 'her/his' behavior.You should change my dear.Try to accept critics and compliments.Open ur heart, mind, and soul.Stop whining, blaming, cursing, humiliating people.God didn't like people like that.I bet u know that.U are so pathetic.Stop using ur FB friends.They don't know the real u yet.Oh, I know.I know how bad u are when u talk

Thank u!

2010-06-17T11:37:00.005+08:00

Got my birthday gift from JB last night. Just what I need, a purse! Haha. Thank u sayang. If u ever saw my old purse, U might laugh. Why? because it's a guy's wallet. I bought from BUM few years ago. Still ok bah the wallet, belum lagi rosak, except the lekat-lekat thingy di depan. LOL.These are the gift which my JB and my friends gave me. Thank u guys for remembering my birthday(ok I

What a moment

2010-06-16T01:32:00.003+08:00

Yeah. Still couldn't believe I was in Top3, though I know some people might didn't expect I'll be in that place. Reading those comments, somehow it's hurting me. Comparing me with some contestants. I know they have their own rights to say whatever they want to say, like, 'she sang better than her', or 'i love her version, she's the best'. But who am I to shut their thoughts/mouth? I have to

Tik Tok Tik Tok

2010-06-12T18:09:00.002+08:00

Counting..Few more hours, then the numbers will be increase.I mean, I'm getting older.Feels like I'm still sweet 16th.LOL!This pretty(old looking) face is turning 23rd tomorrow.23rd.HAHA.Still can't believe that.Anyways, I'd love to wish a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the GEMINIANs.God bless ya'll.And have a blast birthday celebration.Yet,I might celebrate it alone.Hmm.

Ms DIGI Kaamatan 2010

2010-05-26T11:39:00.003+08:00

My vote goes to her!Go Serra GO!

It's A Dream Come True

2010-05-24T23:40:00.005+08:00

Hey Fellas!How have u been? LOLLama sa nda update oh kan, was too busy with my joband my passion.Hmm..It's the month of May, where the Kadazan Dusun Murut people celebrate Tadau Kaamatan.It's not just a festival.As usual, I took part in Sugandoi Kaamatan.This year has been a really good year for me to show them that I have the talent.I may not be the best, but I can do better if I really want.I

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-08T19:32:00.002+08:00

I'd like to wish a very Happy Mother's Day to y'all.I'm thanking God, Mom, and Dad.I won't be here, alive, if it wasn't because of them.Thank you for giving me the life that every child wish for.Thank you for the love you've gave.Thank you for everything.Someday, I'll be like u Mom.You are the toughest mom I've ever met in my life.Let us live the life together.Leave the past,let us move on.

It's May!

2010-05-01T14:23:00.003+08:00

It's the month of 'karamaian'. Hehe. Unfortunately, I won't be with la familia coz I'm working during the festive season end of this month. My colleague is going for holiday, so I have to replace her during her absence. Rugi oh sa kan.Em. Sa macam mau try test ba ikut Unduk Ngadau. LOL! It's not that I think I'm cantik, but I want to try. I want to know how does it feel to compete with

My Lost PHONE

2010-04-20T09:03:00.005+08:00

Yeah, been telling the world that my phone was stolen. LOLI was so sad yesterday, til' today actually.It's a V-Day gift from boyfie.Phone number, photos, memories.Ok.I can just buy a new phone.But, it's a precious thing for me.I'm sad. Boyfie is sad too.I was sleeping, i didn't realize who took it.My brother was there too, he also didn't realize who took it.But, we suspect someone.I'm not

I've Lost My Phone

2010-04-19T18:30:00.001+08:00

Someone just stole my phone today.I've no idea who stole it.I've just used it less than 3months.It's a gift from boyfie.Sakit hati.

Remembering the PAST

2010-04-13T22:53:00.004+08:00

I couldn't sleep. Feels like writing something tonite. Suddenly, I remembered about the past. About u. OK. I still wonder-thinks about the stories u told me. Is it true or is it just a lie. I know i shouldn't think about the past. But somehow, i wanted to know the truth. It may hurts me. But if he tells me the truth, it might can be the reason for me to hate him. Reasons.

ANTM is BACK!

2010-04-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

Wanna be on TOP?Ok I'm a big fan of the show.Someday ~ Somehow - I wanna be like them.EASY, BREEZY, BEAUTIFULCOVERGIRL!:DCatch up with u guys later.I've missed a lot.XOXO

I'm A Maybankers :)

2010-04-04T22:20:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! Sorry ya, coz I didn't update my blog frequently. Ya la, life has been really busy since I was transfered to a new department. Oh btw, I'm officially a Maybankers. Cheers! Joined the bank since August last year, almost 8months. Never thought that sa akan tahan sampai macam tu. I was once wanna quit from the bank, but after a meeting with the boss and advices from friends, I think

Peminat kunun

2010-03-20T09:28:00.006+08:00

Ada peminat susah, teda peminat pun susah. Huh.Bikin takut.Kalau nda dilayan, bikin takut juga.Mau mengelak, aduh kecil ba ni Tawau ni.Berkurung saja di rumah lah kan.Harap-harap dia nda mengharap.Bukan sa suka dia, dia yang suka sa.LOL!Perahsantan!(bilang si Devu ;P)Mau betapuk pun nda boleh.Kerja ba.isk.Apa-apa pun,Bukan sa minta apa-apa dari dia.OKI don't expect you to love me.Aku sudah

Random

2010-03-17T22:20:00.004+08:00

Hi guys! How have u been? Life has been really tough, like, tougher than Dwayne Johnson maybe? LOL. Ok.Haven't update my blog since months ago. Been really busy. I'm more on FB and Twitter now ~ kunun. A lot of things happened. Friendship. Work. Life.Friendship. Hurm... Had a big fight with one of my friend. Cut short(wujud ka ni bahasa?haha!), it's all because of ego. We might have

Fantaghiro - The Cave Of The Golden Rose

2010-03-08T23:27:00.001+08:00

This used to be my fav TV series long long time ago..Where to find the CD huh? I missed the final episode, fell asleep. Oh no, I think they stopped the drama when Rumoldo was turned into a stone. Am I right? Gosh! I want to watch this again. Is there any website where I can download this? Haha...Ps : Does any of u watch this too? Cheers!

Hey Ho!

2010-02-21T19:53:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,I'm still alive ;PWill do some update very soon, have a lot of things to share.Anyway, Happy belated Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day to all!Hope u guys had a great day!X.O.X.O

Currrrlllyyyyy ;P

2010-01-24T22:03:00.001+08:00

feel sexy wif ma new hairstyle

I REALLY Need Your Advice. HELP ME

2010-01-04T03:05:00.003+08:00

It's already past 3a.m and I'm still awake. Gosh! I just couldn't sleep. I have been thinking since last week. I give up. Seriously, I can't take it anymore. I'm quiting. Guys, I need ur advice. Anything. Blank sudah otak saya ni. I think, this job doesn't suit me at all. I know everyone does stressed out thinking about/doing their job. Not because of the payment. But the pressure.

Ada Ka..

2010-01-03T20:15:00.004+08:00

I was wondering, do u/we have to report everything about u/we to the BF/GF? Well, married people were different, coz they're already 'attached', i mean CONFIRM. But, it's kinda weird when one of my friends(ok sorry ya, i mean no harm, just an example), her gf always checked his phone, maybe for a pre-caution lah kan. And then, called the girl who smsed him. Hurm. Sa pernah kena gitu. Jan

Happy New Year 2010!

2010-01-01T13:54:00.002+08:00

I wanna wish y'all a very Happy New Year! Yay! Time flies so fast huh. I remembered last time i was a student, but now i'm growing up to be an office lady. LOL. Ya bah, nda pernah dalam fikiran sa mau jadi banker dulu, malar audition. Haha!But this time, I celebrated new year without my family. The worst new year 's celebration i've ever had in my life. And today, 01/01/10, I'm stuck in

Hooray Hooray! It's a Holy-Holiday!

2009-12-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I'm going back to KK tomorrow, can't wait to meet them ~BF, Family, Friends~ Will be on leave for 1week.Punya siok!!YETI don't think it'll be a great holiday for me, coz I can't stop thinking about my work.Unorganized.BUTI should've just ignore that feelings right?It's the time where I actually don't have to think about my work and have a blast holiday.It's just once after months of

Kurus LAGI

2009-12-03T22:52:00.004+08:00

Eya sa tau..Sa tambah kurus..Mau ganti si Mary Kate Olsen suda ni!I checked my beratss today, I was shocked coz I'm only 39kgs..Gosh! Only God knows how I feel..Malu pula ba, tapi what to do la kan..I eat a lot! Teda guna juga..Penat suda telinga sa dengar orang cakap sa kurus..Bukan marah, tapi meradang juga la..Kuat makan tapi nda pandai gemuk..Macam mana la sa mo ikut UN ni next year..LOL LOL

Hope everything is going to be alright

2009-11-22T02:33:00.002+08:00

Yup..still got a lot of pending work in the office due to a lot of commitments..Really sorry laa, I'm not a superwoman. I know I have to change, but yeah I'm trying. For sure, my sifu will mad at me coz I have a lot of undone task. I'm actually starting to love the job, but deep down in my heart, I'm hating the job. I'm actually trying to be strict/garang with my staff, but then, they're my

Yeah! I won!

2009-11-08T21:26:00.005+08:00

Yesterday we went to Lahad Datu to attend the Maybank Annual Lunch, well probably the 1st ever annual lunch being held by Maybank(as what the boss told us). So, there's a karaoke competition a.k.a Maybank Idol. Bah korang tau lah kan, sa ni kalau pasal menyanyi memang nombor satu. LOL! I've been practicing for the past few days before the competition at my friend's cafe, and it was a very

Dear LIPAS

2009-11-01T23:25:00.002+08:00

Dear LIPAS @ COCKROACH,Please leave me alone. I don't wanna see u ever again. I wanna sleeeeeeppppp* I hate cockroach.

NO SMS, TQ

2009-10-20T22:18:00.003+08:00

Well, that's one of our office rules. The boss will get angry if he saw any of us SMSing during working hours. But to tell u the truth, me myself have no time to call either to sms people when i'm working. U see, my job is not easy as what other people think. Yes, they may say i'm lucky to be part of the bank. But, NO! U know, dealing with different kind of people, sarcasticly being critics

I Love... :D

2009-10-11T21:35:00.004+08:00

I'm actually wanted to tell u guys about my day in KL, but next time la.Let me talk about HIM. He's being romantic tonight. Yay! I am surprised, coz jarang bah dia romantic. Ha ha! Not only tonight lah. Last week I received a handphone from him (well I borrowed from him actually ), and viewed all the photos inside the phone. At first, I didn't realized that 'photo'. But after I looked at

I'm Here..

2009-10-06T16:51:00.003+08:00

I'm safely arrived in Shah Alam. U know what? I felt nervous when I 1st arrived at the airport, cause I don't know where to go, after.Lucky, my cousin live here for years ~ but he's in Sabah sudah.He told me what to do.So, I took a taxi and told the driver I want to go to Seksyen 13 Shah Alam.I had to act like I know the place. LOL!Btw, he drive too fast, 120km/j.I know lah, the lebuhraya

K.L mari

2009-10-04T20:08:00.004+08:00

I'm going to K.L for the 1st time on Tuesday. Kesian ka? Ha ha! Gini la kalu orang teda duit ba. OK. It's not a 'for fun' trip, I have a course, well, training to be exact at Menara Maybank. Hmm.. Macam nda best ja kan, lain la kalau holiday. Yet, I'm excited! Never been there, so can't wait to see the place that everyone's are talking about. Well u know, girls. Still don't get it?

Will U Marry Me?

2009-10-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

Yay! That is every women's favorite question. Right? Well, as for me, i'll be the happiest person on earth if he asked me that question! Who doesn't right? Jan la tipu How about 'engaged'? That's 1 of my fav question too Haha. Well, I wonder how's the feeling of being 'owned' by someone. I mean, the difference between being a 'Girlfriend', 'Fiance', and 'Wife'? I've been his '

Dear Diary..

2009-09-28T20:37:00.003+08:00

Felt unhappy..moody..Been humiliated at least 5days a week?Am i giving up?I've been keeping the tears for a month, i just couldn't take it anymore.It's so hurts.Stressed.Being nice with them is actually not a good plan.I think, i should be just me.Kasar.Dear God, please give me a strength to fight all the sadness in me. Bless me for everything I do.I'm weak.I just couldn't fight it anymore.But

Sunday Yang Sungguh Boring

2009-09-27T15:51:00.003+08:00

What a boring day! Kalau di kampung, suda lepak2 sama relatives. GOSIP2, minum, makan, ketawa riang suka duka. LOL! Actually, was invited to go to the ABM's open house today, but I don't know should i go, or shouldn't i. Lagipun sa belum berapa biasa, jadi malu la mau pegi. I wonder what's their plans today, I mean my cousin. They called me this morning and asked for my mom's number. I

Sa Di KK

2009-09-19T09:48:00.002+08:00

Will be in KK and KG for 4days..errkk..Ok la tu darpada teda kan.. ;P So, before the puasa ends, I'd love to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all of U, especialy to those yang beragama Islam.Raya, raya juga, jaga berat badan k..ekekee..sa mo makan banyak-banyak ;P*sebab kurus* Eh..Remember, berhati-hati di jalan raya ya..ENJOY!

Kamon Lah Friday..

2009-09-15T00:23:00.002+08:00

Yay!Can't wait!Oh sorry, forgot to tell ya'.I'm going home on Friday.Going to meet my Koupusan to be exact! Oh btw, my previous post?Errkk..Kalau orang kampung, memang bah kuat minum. Minum sampai lupa orang!Anyways, we are OK now.Hope it won't happen again.Friday......................................................................................

I'm being Emo

2009-09-13T19:38:00.002+08:00

No calls.No SMS.It's been 2days.WHY?I called.No answer.I SMSed.No reply.Hope U are ok there.Take care.

Wanna be a Star?

2009-09-12T17:14:00.004+08:00

Why does everyone wants to be a Superstar? OK I'm 1 of them too..LOL! But that's an old dream of mine. I dream of performing in a big concert with some of the world best artist. Ha Ha!When I was a little girl, I loves to sing. I 1st joined a singing competition when I'm still in primary school, but I never win. Budak lagi kan, mana lah tau apa tu pitching and ayat2 yang sewaktu dengannya.

I've lost my wallet

2009-09-05T22:55:00.002+08:00

I was thinking of doing a business post about HERO15, but I changed my mind.I've lost my wallet today, well actually last nite. I didn't realize I dropped my wallet *in a small bag*, in front of the gate. Damn it! If only I've checked my bag, I don't have to be worried all day long. Luckily, the person who saw my wallet only took the cash, including the coins. And of course I'm sad, suda la

Merdeka!

2009-08-31T15:03:00.004+08:00

Happy 52nd Independence Day Malaysian! So how's your Merdeka Day's celebration? Ermm..Mine is boring. Stuck at home, but I heard firework last night! Well, at least I heard.Time flies so fast kan, mau dekat 1bulan suda sa d Tawau. Tawau is actually not that bad, it's just how we taking care of ourself when we're at other place. If people don't like you, then avoid them. That's actually what

My 1st Week

2009-08-22T15:13:00.003+08:00

It's been a week I work as a banker. It's hard because I didn't have any knowledge or experience on working in a bank. My 1st meeting with the boss was on Wednesday and I didn't get a good respond. He's a bit disappointed because I didn't know anything Honestly, I have to admit that I didn't know anything and i didn't answered his questions(actually sa tau apa mau jawab, tapi ni mulut kan nda

I'm in Tawau

2009-08-16T19:43:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! Sorry. Been really busy this week. Was in Tawau, and it's kinda like bermastautin. LOL! Tomorrow is my 1st day at work, hopefully it's going to be fine. The taxi thingy sangat-sangat membingungkan. I'd prefer naik bus coz murah, but I have to walk for about 1KM from the bustand to the office. Oh no! Sa nda sanggup jalan kaki begitu jauh with the heels, and sampai office bau

Dua Hari Lagi....

2009-08-10T10:47:00.003+08:00

Actually, i've wrote a longggggggggggg..............................post.... Tapi salah sa sendiri, sa tersalah tekan sesuatu. betul2 bikin panas. and now i have no idea. sudah sa kasi keluar tadi. and it's all about that 'Dua Hari Lagi'. DISSAPPOINTED. OK lah. Will rewrite the story again(kalau sa ingat)...ps: this is my new shoes.. pss: ni gambar pun ada kaitan sama cerita sa..psss: ba ok

Bubur baik untuk orang yang sakit.. ;P

2009-08-04T14:12:00.002+08:00

this is what i had today..egg porridge..kesian...........

Sick & Mom

2009-08-03T22:40:00.004+08:00

I’m sick and that H1N1 news is really freaking me out. Well, I’m exactly not infected with H1N1 virus. Why? Because I’m only at home, didn’t go anywhere. Demam biasa saja bah. But of course, I’m scared too. Babe smsed me and said, he’s also not feeling very well. Suddenly, just like me. This must be because of my sister, dia yang kasi jangkit. Huhu. Sudahlah teda ubat di rumah. I asked

Single/Taken

2009-07-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

I wish that I’m single.WHY?Haha! I don’t know.What I know and I experienced, being in a relationship needs a lot of sacrifice.Actually, I don’t wish to be single. That ‘unexpected wish’ suddenly pops in my mind, so I just wrote it down. LOL!Or maybe, I wish for that because I am worried. Yeps. I’m leaving soon. Most probably, I’m not going to be in KK for a long period. It means, I’m gonna

A sneak peek into our house :D

2009-07-29T17:50:00.003+08:00

Mom's fav 'pet'..do not use it without her permission, err she won't let anyone use it..LOL!ruang tamu yang masih kosong..we'll add more, someday.....bathroom and toilet..hahaour small kitchen..my small room but hey, i love it..look at my bed, cute kan..hahaha!tapi semak.. OK..Why did I post this? Bukan mau tunjuk2, just wanna post something about our small house. Still not used to sleep in my

Tick Tock Tick Tock

2009-07-28T02:20:00.004+08:00

Oh the clock's tickin'!Two weeks left, but I haven't prepared anything for my 'trip'. LOL! But hey, I bought a SKIRT. Haha! Ok that's not funny, but it's weird. Never in my life I bought a skirt, I mean a formal skirt. Does that words exist? Haha! OK that's it! To tell u the truth, I have no nice legs like any of u had. I bet u know the 'Chicken Pox'? Well, the pilat still remain on