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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

The Way I Am

I'm not in the mood ... But still wanna write something... And i think i wanna eat, eat, eat...and eat... yeah... people keep saying that I'm too skinny... em... but i still love my body, gift from God... I know... I told you before, that i'm not perfect...

I regret doing something, that can ruin my life, my days, my happiness, and my smile... yeah... i felt super guilty... it's my fault actually... why should i tell 'people' about 'my bad behaviour'?? and now i'm afraid they won't trust me... it is like, "CAN I TRUST U?"... :'(

I made a big mistake again... i felt very STUPID... How i wish i can turn back the time...
God forgive me for i have a sin...

Things Happen For A Reason

5 comments:

Man-D said...

Hey U...don't stop from smiling and from finding ur happiness...no matter what people told U, the most important thing is on how you see urself and appreciate urself...ur bad behaviour? friends don't care how bad you are, I know I won't...for me, U R who U R and who am I to judge u Ruth and most importantly, who are they to judge you...so, keep smiling and starts believing in yourself k...

God is forgiver and most merciful!

cindy said...

I think everyone regrets some certain things they did in their life. That's just the way it is. Perhaps these regrets will serve as a guide in your future doings?

Don't feel too bad about it lah. Maybe it's not as bad as you think. :P Makan lah icecream ka.. satay ka.. burger ka. It might cheer you up and make you gain some weight! (Bleh.. I wish I can say that to myself too. I need to lose weight instead!!)

mArMaLaDe said...

Man-D: em...thanx...and thanx for being my friend..

Cindy: hahaha....yeah....yesterday i eat a lot of icecream! and thanx...

bennyliew.com said...

Hey hey! ruth what the story morning glory? Who can't trust? don't give it a damn..u are what u are..k?

Cheeeeeeeeeeer up! no sad sad sad ya?
:) Smile!..

ok?

mArMaLaDe said...

bennyliew.com: hahaha....someone...somewhere....
;p.... it's a girl thing....

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