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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Good Girl Gone Bad

I'm not that bad la.. I just felt guilty.. Sorry sYg for being a bad GF..

I think my sYg realize how bad I am now, he knows everything.. When I want to go out with other people, he never mara.. But i must ask his permission first la, if not he will mara.. He is too good for me, but I LOVE HIM..

Before, I said i want to stop loving alcohol.. I just couldn't.. How come la to stop, my sister, my kajon, my friend, my aunty, and my BS always bawa me MOGINUM.. I know alcohol is bad for us.. My brother and my ipar said i'm LOGINUM.. Cis!! HATE THAT!! Enough with that..

And I think......I shouldn't tell u this......I want to, but I can't...........

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Y U keep on saying that U R bad? wats wrong with drinking alcohol...that doesnt make U bad...but, drink in moderate...dont force urself to drink if U think U can't take it anymore...well Ruth, I know how U feel...It is a bless to have found someone that is gud as ur BF rite now...who never control U and understands U...I know the feeling juga...but dont blame urself, even ur BF didnt complain abt it...but do not take things for granted K... ;)

mArMaLaDe said...
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Anonymous said...

OMG...am I reading it right? cam sa tau² ja ni tau...alalalala...uinahhh...I can read what U R saying there...words of advice...stop while U still can..U R not only hurting him but also urself...OMG! Im not judging U here k Ruth...Im here as a friend of U...I will never judge U...remember that...

mArMaLaDe said...

Man-D: I know, n i ody stop..but..ko tau la,am still young n duno how to think wisely..afraid he'll mara me..hope he's not reading tis..if he read tis, surely am dead..

Anonymous said...

Ruth, yeahhh I know...U R still young but that doesn't make any differences bah...U know what I use to do, if I think I do something bad behind him or mayB I like this one guy kah (nda semestinya sa suka this one guy, sa mau sama dia kan), I will definitely tell him coz sa nda rasa senang hati coz I lie to him and it depends on him lah what to do, scold me...leave me...that is something that I have to accept...well, itu saya lah...U have ur own 'cara' to handle things kan...

mArMaLaDe said...

my bf dun like if sa tipu dia..em..i duno wat shud i do..dun wana tell him...

ps: dun tell me u knw dat guy ah...hahaha... he's dat 'hot guy'...ahahaha.... :)

Anonymous said...

Uinahhh, that 'hot guy' yg ko mentioned hari tu kah Ruth? well, no..I donno him... ;)

mArMaLaDe said...

Man-D: em..might b him..hehe..uiks..is it wrong if i go out wit him??hehehe..gete me..haha..JJ

Anonymous said...

well, if ur intention bukan mo menGETE then I guess it's OK lah...lols...but, klu ko mo menGETE pun, hehehe...pandai² lah ko...

mArMaLaDe said...

nah...kalo mo menGETE,em...better go out wit BF..hehe..

~sa tia jd ikut tu hot guy kluar..hehe..malas pla sa...~